What is remission? For someone with blood results so good, I still
feel kind of lousy. To me, remission means no inflammation, energy,
able to eat anything in any quantity, perfectly solid bowel movements
that you can hold on the way to the toilet, no mucus, no pain…
I’ve got; no inflammation, no pain. Yet I’ve gained 17 pounds and I
am eating toast. I am considering going back on my strict diet, but
that’s very, very depressing. I’m not sure which is worse; diarrhea,
happiness, and toast? Or solid bowel movements, depravity, depression.
And which would you choose? Diarrhea and no inflammation? Or solid
bowel movements and chronic inflammation? Shouldn’t I be happy?
I looked again at the dates of my inoculations and my blood tests.
When the results were taken, 10 worms hadn’t even made it to my
intestines, so I got inflammatory reduction with just 17 worms!
Pretty amazing. I hope I’m reacting to the last cohort, since things
got much worse and haven’t improved back to how good they were
before…It better not be another full 12 weeks or I might shoot myself.
I am starting iron shots hopefully next week, so I may come back from
the Night of the Living Dead soon. It’s not that bad, really. I just
would like to stop feeling tired all the damn time.
Well, isn’t my week 22 a nice little ray of sunshine?
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